Gone

It's sad when the person you love just runs off. That's what Bee did. She gave up. She left good ole Tennessee. She went to live with her dad. She hated her mom anyway. It's sad, though. She was my best friend. She didn't even tell me she was leaving. She sent me a letter in the mail yesterday and the first thing that was written on it was 'I've always loved you. I just need to start over.'

I've cried for a good week now, ever since she left. She ended the note she left me by saying 'Even though I am a failure at making a difference in this world, maybe you can.' After that was the username and the password for this blog. I've decided to take over until Bee gets her life in order.

It's taken me a while to get used to the fact that I'm actually going to be posting stuff on this site. I've just now decided that I actually can do it and that it's probably what Bee wants me to do.

I don't know how it works. I don't think my writing can compare to that of Bee's. I could write random stuff and I don't think it would be anywhere close to being as good as Bee's was.

I have hope that sometime in the future Bee will be back and she will succeed at changing the lives of the people that take the time to read this blog. I read all of her posts today and I am still convinced that nothing compares to the works of Bee. I might not write as well as her, but I can try. I am doing this for Bee and hopefully by doing this, I will become closer to her.

Bee, if you're out there reading this and keeping up with what I plan to post on it, I want you to know that I've always loved you too. You are my life. I didn't ge to say goodbye, but for now I will say "See you later."

I'll end it like Bee always does.

Love,
Conner