I was on Facebook the other day.
This guy, who we will call J, had posted his status as something that affected me.
I don’t know this guy, I’ve never met him. He dated my friend for a long time and added me so I was like “Sure” and accepted it.
His status was:
“SO SICK OF ALL THIS IDIOTIC BULLCRAP YOU GET ON MY EVERLASTING NERVERS
DONT EVEN TRY TO APOLOGIZE I'M DONE
WITH IT ALL HOW BOUT I JUST CRAWL IN A DITCH SOMEWHERE WOULD YOU EVEN CARE. LETS SEE HOW MANY WOULD CARE LIKE THIS STATUS IF U....
WOULD MISS ME IF I VANISHED JUST WHENT POOF”
DONT EVEN TRY TO APOLOGIZE I'M DONE
WITH IT ALL HOW BOUT I JUST CRAWL IN A DITCH SOMEWHERE WOULD YOU EVEN CARE. LETS SEE HOW MANY WOULD CARE LIKE THIS STATUS IF U....
WOULD MISS ME IF I VANISHED JUST WHENT POOF”
I was tempted to hit the like button. I wanted to comment. I wanted to message him and lead him to this blog. I wanted to tell him that life was worth living and that tons of people loved him and that if he went "poof" it would break tons of people. I didn't. I thought to myself "He doesn't know me. It would just be weird."
Now, three days later, I regret not hitting the like button or commenting. I regret not taking the time to talk to this guy about life and the people that love him. I regret not telling him about God and God's love. I regret listening to my head when it told me not to do anything. I regret not trying to save this boy.
He didn't kill himself. He didn't go "poof".
Even though I didn't do anything for this guy, I saw that 32 people liked his status and there were 16 comments on it.
I wish I would have had the guts to say something to this guy. It's never too late. I'm going to talk to him.
Well, that's all for today.
Love, Bee (:
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